Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click Here To Move On « / » posted on Saturday, 25 September 2010 @ 10:33 pm I've got nothing to strive for already. I've screwed up everything of what i'm doing especially my studies. whats the use of blogging anyway, will there even anyone will comfort me. i bet there won't be even a single one. Keeping all those feelings inside is so damn torturing. Don't ask me why can't I just pour out all those damn feelings. The fucking problems is I cannot no matter how i wanted it. Those people don't really know me always thought I'm a fucking play boy but the real me is not at all. I treat the girl I love more than my life. Those couples which is my friends out there, looking at them so sweet I'll be so happy for them but once I think of myself whenever i go out with them, I'll get upset suddenly thinking why I can't have a girlfriend which is caring, honest, trustworthy and loving. There may be quarrels and not every quarrels will end up break up but even stronger relationship and understanding for both. So, when ever i watch movie or drama i will feel like crying or even just by listening to songs too. seriously I've screwed my life big time. since its been so long i've update there won't be people be at my blog. shall update when i feel like it.When you stopped paying attention to someone, that's when they start noticing you. It's sad, but true posted on Saturday, 25 September 2010 @ 10:33 pm I've got nothing to strive for already. I've screwed up everything of what i'm doing especially my studies. whats the use of blogging anyway, will there even anyone will comfort me. i bet there won't be even a single one. Keeping all those feelings inside is so damn torturing. Don't ask me why can't I just pour out all those damn feelings. The fucking problems is I cannot no matter how i wanted it. Those people don't really know me always thought I'm a fucking play boy but the real me is not at all. I treat the girl I love more than my life. Those couples which is my friends out there, looking at them so sweet I'll be so happy for them but once I think of myself whenever i go out with them, I'll get upset suddenly thinking why I can't have a girlfriend which is caring, honest, trustworthy and loving. There may be quarrels and not every quarrels will end up break up but even stronger relationship and understanding for both. So, when ever i watch movie or drama i will feel like crying or even just by listening to songs too. seriously I've screwed my life big time. since its been so long i've update there won't be people be at my blog. shall update when i feel like it.When you stopped paying attention to someone, that's when they start noticing you. It's sad, but true Profile Joshua ; KaZhua 11 Feb 1992 18 years old QueensTown Primary Tanglin Secondary ITE College East - Simei QuanFong Basketballer08 (: Hazard Minors☣ Shuffler Small/Power-Forward&Center. Coded: Eight Joshua_LHF@live.com . . Tagboard Craps Yesterday Is a past. » » Yesterday was a tiring day for me for sure. Fa... » I know its been a long time since i've update. i'm... » Today school is as normal. Just that i need to rot... » This photo were from Sunday outing with HM as well... » » " I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am ... » It's been a long time since i've update uh? haha. ... » So long didnt update already, sorry for that yea?.... » Yo, i'm back. Today reached school around 8.30am?.... archives. the past. » June 2007» July 2007» August 2007» September 2007» October 2007» November 2007» December 2007» January 2008» February 2008» March 2008» April 2008» May 2008» June 2008» July 2008» August 2008» September 2008» October 2008» November 2008» December 2008» January 2009» February 2009» March 2009» April 2009» May 2009» June 2009» August 2009» September 2009» October 2009» November 2009» December 2009» January 2010» February 2010» March 2010» July 2010» September 2010» December 2010» January 2011 affiliates. daily reads. Christina. Cynthia. Eunice. Felicia. Jia Min. Kelly Tay. Rachel. Shaula. Shi Ting. Ting Shiuan. Whitney. Yin Suan. credits. you have my thanks. this layout was created by sagacity. the icon used in the profile section can be found at jagged smiles. please use MOZILLA FIREFOX when viewing this layout/blog. use a 1280x800px screen for best results.
