posted on Saturday, 25 September 2010 @ 10:33 pm
I've got nothing to strive for already. I've screwed up everything of what i'm doing especially my studies. whats the use of blogging anyway, will there even anyone will comfort me. i bet there won't be even a single one. Keeping all those feelings inside is so damn torturing. Don't ask me why can't I just pour out all those damn feelings. The fucking problems is I cannot no matter how i wanted it. Those people don't really know me always thought I'm a fucking play boy but the real me is not at all. I treat the girl I love more than my life. Those couples which is my friends out there, looking at them so sweet I'll be so happy for them but once I think of myself whenever i go out with them, I'll get upset suddenly thinking why I can't have a girlfriend which is caring, honest, trustworthy and loving. There may be quarrels and not every quarrels will end up break up but even stronger relationship and understanding for both. So, when ever i watch movie or drama i will feel like crying or even just by listening to songs too. seriously I've screwed my life big time. since its been so long i've update there won't be people be at my blog. shall update when i feel like it.posted on Friday, 23 July 2010 @ 10:45 pm
posted on Saturday, 13 March 2010 @ 7:12 pm
posted on Saturday, 6 March 2010 @ 2:33 pm
I know its been a long time since i've update. i'm so sorry. Hmm, lets talk about yesterday then ;D. Went to school and reached class at 9am after doing my wiring went down to pool centre to find david they all. played 1 round and off to get something to eat with the whole group of people haha. After eating wait for Panda and went to TTSH to find ah do. Reached there and chit chat with ah do, panda and dav till 7pm and all went home except for me. Took mrt to cmw and ask my bro pass me my bag and went to training. when i reached there then realised that coach nv come!! waste my time and energy, in the end played match till lights out and went home with bball mates ;D. as usual reached home bathe, eat and use com awhile and sleep cause i was damn tired alr D:. Later i'll be going to ttsh to find ah do again. not gonna attend the meet up at vivo =x. next time i guess haha. okay then gotta prepare and off to ttsh alr ;D. byebye!
