posted on Thursday 14 May 2009 @ 11:13 pm
just a sudden thought came to me, don't know why i just think of her i will just shed tears :'(. i maybe strong outside but inside i'm so damn weak. i really love her alot so much i will think of her every moment even if i'm super busy. why must this thing always happen to me. I always want her to be happy not just unhappy cause of her some problems. everynight, when ever i wanna sleep early i always cannot sleep. almost everyday is 4am plus then can sleep. having nightsmare lately hais. no one will ever know my damn feelings :(.